The Importance of Having a Near-Death Experience

A lot of things I did on that trip were just super dumb Like I think I played way too close to the edge But yeah first time out of the country that was kind of extreme. A ton of it is completely mental and that I won't let myself get through it because I need it to be perfect Mm-hmm. It's personal expectations on this being this was my first big project outside of workoutside of like when I was looking at where I want the future of my career to go.