Are You Sad About What Your Relationship Is With Her?

"When something beautiful and lovely goes rotten, it can be a very sad thing," he says. "I honor the dream she once had so that if she were lucid enough and came back and saw what I had become, she would go, man, I was right." The actor doesn't speak to his mother anymore but has forgiven her for putting him on this path. 'It means I loved something outside of myself'