Is Bolshe a Negative Connotation?

We're spinning stories, spinning these incredible webs of symbols. We've believed arbitrary stories because we thought they had enough explanatory power to keep us safe. Magic is the assault on the great magician. So if you meditate, lets at you go to the desert and meditate for ten days,. You realize that the thing that controls you, who is the magician that creates your universe? Is it rupert murdock, now retired? Or might it just be voice in your head that says, it's you?