When you're playing to a big group of 500, it's easier than performing for five. One of the best things i did in the past as a musician was always attend a song writing workshops where aspiring song writers would come in person into a room of 15 other song writers. I think osi people tend to build an inner circle of, i don't want to say, yes men, but friends who aren't always going to give them the objective rali even if they are critical with you. They want to hurt your feelings. And elean work im. Like it takes on an expert to know craft enough to give real constructive feedback like that.