I Don't Think I Can Do It, I Just Want to Be Away From My Kids, and I'm Not Going to Panic

i put it on my goals for this year because i just kept seeing people in my world who did it, and like, they completely changed. And i saw the transformation first hand. I felt comfortable doing it in that therapeutic like setting where somebody's guiding me,. They're telling me what to expect, they're helping me through it like that. That's how i knew i needed to do it, because ther i was going o panic. Everybody said it wasn't going to be amazing, but i didn't know how i was going to feel, like, if it was going change my life. To be honest with you,like, i don't have a crazy amount of likt