A Different Kind of Tuning Fork, Right?

I recently made myself sick because I let enough of the gluperty glop in around scarcity and fear in the world right now. My Pluto in my chart is in the second house in Scorpio, your it rules money. And that gives me the opportunity to come into a lot of light with it. But I don't get there through like, oh, it's just energy and like, it's all available and it loves us.