The week of April 26th, the May 1st, 2003 was such a watershed for me that it literally cleaved not only my arm but my life into these kind of before and after this pre and post Blue John. That I walked into that canyon not only with two hands but just as an adventure out on the day trip for kind of a vacation of sorts. And midway through this hike that was pretty low key for the kinds of things that he was doing at that time in his life. He suffered through all these various bodily and mental degradations over Not just one day and one night but two days two nights three days and three nights four days four nights five days and the fifth