Pregnancy Loss

The day i found out i was pregnant with coco, i actually started a word document and i just started typing letters to her. This is something that i continue o through this pregnancy. I will say i was way more chill, super relike, very much relaxed, almost to relax were drew was like probably more ready than i was. Buti, i think i secretly wanted to have two girlsy i guessed girl as well. And it's so funny too, because everyone in our family was literally, like trying to hedge theur bouts. Like, my head says boy, but my heart says girl. Are like things like that where it's like, no really had a strong