What's Dilemma Roulette?

I don't think I've ever been on a break When I try to break up with my ex You had a hard couple weeks maybe But it wasn't an official Break was when I knew I didn't want to be with this boy. It's probably easier than a clean break Because you'd be like, oh, just stay over there for a couple months Let me just think about this Almost lets you not dip your toes inYou kind of get to experience what life would be like without them Without you fucking around all the time They're not calling you, they're not texting you And so it was the best thing For those first two months of lockdown Like 2020, was that? I feel