I think that's worse when you live here because like, sometimes they might assume that you're a tourist or something. Maybe not so much now that I speak French better, but sometimes I'm like, why would there be a tourist and there's not something that is wrong with me? And one of my students even told me that, like, it's so motivating for me to be able to speak to you, because you're actually an English speaker. But on the other hand, sometimes you think, can I, can I just, can someone just talk to me for me, not for my English? Yeah. Can you not love me for who I am? That made me feel