it that way they can do whatever they want now because they don't have to be a accountant doctor engineer do whatever or disappointment yeah they can do whatever they want now so yeah I paved the way for them sure you add this this thing in you that told you that you were gonna be sounding great and I have this like curiosity when I look around and I feel like everybody that's doing something great had that feeling yeah you had that feeling even even when I was even when I was you know 10 years deep in drugs like I was like dude like this is in my life like I'm supposed to do something more than yeah do you think everybody has that feeling and and the people that make it are the only people that were able to to execute on it or do you think that the people that made it are the only people that have that feeling you said you like suicide but now let's go let's go each of us I learned this well it might be a couple years ago each of us apparently there's like billions and billions of sperm every time you not yeah billions billions I was yeah what you said sorry what's up like you said about not now yeah shower but um yeah so like for us to be here I've seen I've seen an animation of actually how it works and to get to the egg and then break through and then there's a spark boom and then oh you're now a fucking every or whatever hey sorry you're an embryo yeah so now you're here you won you won the race congratulations a lot of people who say you lost bro yeah depends how you want to live depends how you want to live so when you're in there is to be here as a gift but a lot of people don't actually realize or actualize the gift everyone I feel and I'm not some philosopher some guru or whatever but I feel like everyone on this planet has something even people I used to be friends with example there's some of it was actually really good friends when I told him I was like look cuz I said it's dream one time I was like get it done I'll help you I'm his friend I had influence I had money I was like get it it was actually a good idea it was idea