"Once you're caught up in the religion of just doing drugsyou don't care about anything else," he says. "I didn't think iwas going to live past my 20 fifth birthday, cause there's no way that  you couldn't not mess up." He was sentenced to five years in jail for possession with tent to distribute mariuana but suspended everything but 90 days. The judge said this felony conviction would haunt him 'the rest of his life'