Derrick says he has been called on to reflect his values. He asks: 'What are we really talking about? One that's like a real desire?' And if you're procrastinating, is it because you want something else more or just the pain of not being able to do what you've always wanted in your life? Or does it come with its own set of challenges and temptations which can't be overcome unless you change how you look at them? You don't have to give up everything but start from where you left off when you were 10-years-old - so why stop there? It doesn't make any sense. If i was going to quit smoking I would