I don't think there's really a good time ever to die but I like what we were talking about before of not being alone. But then again that's why I feel like this job is really important is that then we can help. Even if you look relatively healthy in quotations on the outside your organs can be quite unhealthy. And so sometimes now I'm like wow they when someone I know is quite thin or like you see someone is quite thin but maybe they don't eat well. That's what I wouldn't like. I wouldn't enjoy being left. If that makes sense.