i've had there's a writer named susan blackmore wrote a book called dying to live, and it's about near death experiences. The essence of it is is that we live in an illusion. It's like the matrix. Our brains create an illusion, create a construction of reality that's not actually what's going on. And then when you're dying, it all falls apart, and you see reality for the first time. That's sort of the bliss that a lot of people report, that the great the maya the illusion, all falls falls away. But he said it with hthe thing that i love, and i'm i'm not putting down science, but there