Traveling - I'm Missing It a Lot

i have a love hate relationship with travelling, but right now i'm missing it a lot. It's just hard because it doesn't feel the same. And i feel so far away that i feel out control. I mean, if something happens to my house, it's like, my house burns down and i'm out of town,. Like, ind my cats are in there, andik, who's going to save my cats? That's the type of shet i think about when i'm travelling im.