The Circus: A Novel of Darkness and Light

I think it's, yeah, so I think there are a few different things that you said that I want to respond to. There's notion first of like interior versus exterior, even when he and Laura, they go out for their, their stroll,. He starts talking about how happy he is with her and how she's changed his life. But then once you notice the pattern, there's this cause, this questioning of whether or not you're, your court once again in perhaps an ongoing sort of intuitive discussion over time. You know, this cyclicity within the novel as well. And a real, I don't know, to us, to in a certain way, some of it