I Don't Have What I Want

We associate money with power, and we have a very conflicting relationship with power. And really, what you're talking about is like, an amazing amount of power. I'd totally relate to what you're saying, because i never would be doing what i'm doing if i wasn't so pushed to do it. Because in the kind of life and that i live in, i will give my gifts until i die. It doesn't r and it's just, it's enormously different to think about my month as like, ok, this is what i need to make, and then this iswhat i need to save"