The Unfairness of Sobriety

"If I started making $100,000 a year in my first couple years of sobriety, it would have fed things in me that should have been starved," he says. "I see if you're selfish and self-centered by nature, then self-gratification, self-enhancement, self-security, self-righteousness, all the self-crap is the primary purpose of your life." He adds: "I made a deal with the devil and I got my first sponsor to do anything he asked me to do".