Do You Think They've Influenced What Turned You on Now?

Do you think they've influenced what turned you on now? It's a chicken or egg situation. Were you kinky and so before you even had language for it or even understood your own identity and your own desires, that was just a manifestation of something you would understand later as an adult. Did you happen to just see that at a moment at a formative moment and go oh okay I'm here for tying up and then later go oh tying up is kinky so I'm kinky?" "I do know you know later on my early girlfriends I tied them up. Consensual"