Is There a Hangover From Carismatic Days of Where Does God Want Me?

"I keep thinking like, if i cand just get this one thing figured out, maybe everything else will fall into place. You know, my family, his wife and i are not entirely on the same page with it." "If you wered ask what's to day friday, if you'd asked me on monday, i actually, you'll forgive me for orthodox friends listening," he says. 'Maybe is a hangover from my carismatic days of, where does god want me? Could it be possible that he maybe wants me somewhere that i don't understand?'