The Effect of Choking on the Body

I like it to feel totally controlled by my partner, letting him do whatever he wants. Is there any element of it that's like violent or like a role playing abuse? It's also nice to just feel myself weak and a little girl next to him. So for example, when you're lying on your back, man's having sex with you and holding your throat and squeezing, that feels really good,. And does it make you stop thinking or does it make your body feel good? Like what is the effect of the choking? Am I hurt? It's like fog and cat? Yeah.