I Can't Do It. I Could Never Do That.

i'm more sad about towler than i am sad about me. Everyone assumes that i know where you are and am just keeping them from knowing what's going on with you when i don't look at me sideways. Some would take your side of it without knowing a damned thing. So did you find some other life that didn't overwhelm you? Did you at least enjoy yourself? I couldn't go away for seven years and come back. Nobody could get it. They look to me to explain it, and i will just shrug my shoulders. It doesn't make any sense. You must have had a really good reason why."