I feel stable because i'm out of that hampster wheel a veu tube, and i don't feel like i need to be in a good mood all the time. And recording my podcast, for whatever reason, doesn't burn me out at all. I don't know why, it just doesn't. And i love working on my coffee company because i'm passionate about it, and it's like my little baby child that i want to be perfect am. So i've just been leaning into these things heavy and enjoying it. There have been hundreds of u tubers who had to do that. The pressure to be a weekly utuber 365 days a year is unrealistic. Yet