How to Reduce Resistance to Being in Your 9 to 5

The more I fell in love with coaching the more I hated being at work. The desire for the thing you love also all of a sudden there's this like cognitive dissonance where you're like it magnifies the resistance to being where you are as you grow the desire to be somewhere else. For me the choice to work until I made 100k was I never want to not be able to invest in myself.