I was very, very convinced that i wanted to spend the rest of my life in the scolt. We were taught that we were the chosen ones. And there were lots sorts of lake lak things going on. For example, a lot of the lor was based on, are you familiar with the bible? Yes, therthere's a book at the end called revelations. I would basically pray with them, and they would, i would recite a prayer, and i would convince people to say a prayer with me. That was got, and i don't remember the exact words. Bhut, was something like, jesus coming to my heart, forgive me for my sins