What the Fuck Am I Going to Do?

For me, primarily that is death. Death is a an unchanging reality across the board. As far as i'm aware there's never been a time where humans didn't die. Once your dead, once you lose whoever, you're not going to talk to them again. This is why we have clairvoyance. This why we have grief counsillors. this is why people will go sit in front of a monument above the rotting corpse of their loved one and have long conversations. They'll bring food, sandwiches, leave bottles of wine. You might try seances. Perhaps in your dreams you meet them again. And you'll never forget that dream i've had of