The Unusual Characters of My Name

I hate the way my name looks in like fourth grader handwriting kind of sense. I think it just looks really ugly and unattractive When people look at my Chinese characters, it's probably like oh did a first-grader write this? My dad said he was debating between j-i-s-u And j-e-e-s-o-o but for some reason dude, I don't know why but I think I think the double e throws people off. Then they always have this urge to say j-su What?