When i do jokes on stage about my family, or am talking about death or loss or let down or grief or embarrassment, i still often feel like it's me and mister brown and everyone else. And by the way, i have not stopped feeling like that my entire life, including to this day. My dad had a far less charmed life than i did, sohe did what he needed to do to become as great as he is,. But then there are these blind spots. That's the job of the sun, is to notice and involve. And then lela will notice my blind spots, and she will evolve. And that's how life works, and it's ok