Meditation Is When You Are Not There

Meditation is when the meditator is not. The one who died died totally. Nothing of him has remained. Not even a sadhana. It died totally, utterly. That night I became empty and became full. I became non-agistential and became existence. But the one that was reborn has nothing to do with that which died. On the surface it looks continuous, but it is discontinuous. Another being, absolutely new, not connected at all with the old is started to act as a religion. This just gives you a total death. Maybe that is why the whole day, previous to that happening, I was feeling some urgency like death as if I am going