How Long Do You Want to Play?

I'm just really feeling intensely my emotions. I feel like I always have that, but when you get close to the end and I don't know exactly where I'm at with that,. But there's no decision to be made. It's not like I have 10 years left. So all these I just am never going to take for granted. No one time I'd really slapped me in the face to say, all right, don't take this for granted.