The Control Is Coming Up Occasionally

When i trust and completely let go, everything as completely as it needs to be. But i do feel that tithere is this kind of contraction that comes back. It's the ego trying to hold on m trying to make me believe that things need to be controlled in a certain way. And so when our mind becomes very happy, we really see these natural state of happiness which just says yewe have better work to do. Yes, of no self that when i'm moving deeper deeper into awareness, the and the less i try and control anything,. That has been something that's very strong for me.