The Joker and the Sober Community

"I feel like there's a process built into your head that will allow you to accept the grief and the inevitability of death," he says. "You just max out and then collapse inwardly and you come back out of it, continuing to be entirely self centered." The narcotics anonymous in Sudan is 'the saddest fucking place in the world' He also talks about being jealous of people who make more money than he did while doing drugs.