Richard rorce's attics. What they want is the feeling of being alive. I can relate really hard to that. It's always like, hay, get ready to eat a lot of sugar. That's only whenever i meet dear to are like kicking heroine. You're just playing the game of, how drunk am i? How stoned am i? Trying to control and manace instead of being present. But that's an adect. That's a prodectoratic a hundred %.