I wanted to have a jewish family, and to learn and that required i learn hebrew. And it just made me feel like an ignoramus because i knew nothing about judaism. So as an agnostic who practices, not that i know that, you know, it's unknowable, or but if you desist from the quest,. I bet sometimes you don't really feel like going out in your bike mike, but you do it anyway, cause it's part of who you are. It is restorative. At worst, in count of pascal's wager, what's the worst that can happen? I lead this life, true to this religion. Maybe