I have no advice. I'm just echoing what you already said, which is, just enjoy being engaged. Have you ever almost died? That one's easier. If you see him, it's ok. He won't mind. Am, so nothing unexplainable, other than sincrent. People ask me, sometimes, fans will ask me questions that i ask, and they're like, wood, who's that? And i go, i got nothing. Cant. answer my own questions, so please don't. Im. Grab the ham. Just grab im. John ham too.