I've Been There a Long Time, I'm Trying to Be Alive

i was at that school for ten years, so as one of the licofeterans. i knew almost all people growing up and a lot of the people i knew, i knew them for like, longer than, like, eight, nine years. So because you've known someone for such a long time, you almost were afraid to, like, become a person that they weren't accustomed to. I think because of that, there was indirectly a lot of pressure that i put on to myself to, again, strive towards harmony, not stick out, and just be part of the crowd. Oarly, all of that came out in college, came out hat was, ha,