The Self Is Awakening Now. It's a Premade Self

The self, the self that we're given to selfing is already a pre made self. You feel like you already are one, don't you? So if you notice, you're never in the process of becoming self. It's like you're always there. The head is presupposing the non existent thing as a existing historical thing. That's why the presupposes. There's no arising of self. It doesn't exist. Unless the independent separate things that's causal, not causing tons of effects, not doing shit. And should be doing it. Yeah. Selfing presents that whole idea. I had preconceived ideas about the priest and then they got blown up by them