Is There a Mental Illness in Verity?

Verity talks explicitly explicitly in these memoirs about trying to abort her own children and seriously trigger warning. She tried multiple times to abort these like her own abortion. It also goes into detail about how she managed to actually murder one of her, her kids after the twin died. At the end of the book, when she said like, let's fast forward, right, to when you find out that she's faking at this whole fucking time,. Well, throughout the book, Loewin keeps thinking that she sees Verity, like walking around, which is very creepy. But go on there.