The Importance of Rewarding Yourself

"I want to live meaningfully because I now know I've got a little two year old boy looking at me and and the things I do will infiltrate his mind," he said. "Everything that you have in your life right now is for rent you don't own any of it." He also says he's not good at rewarding himself, which makes him feel guilty about what he has done or hasn't done. 'It's almost like oh you don't deserve this you're bastard,' he added.