i think in my own burn out as a pastor, if i had to dig even deeper, it wasn't just that i was getting hit by the two by fours that i've described. It was this fundamental disquiet and doubt that what i was doing, what i was pouring my y into,  was not actually leading to deep spiritual formation. Like second corinthians three 18 says, we are to be transformed into christ's likeness. That is the ultimate job of a pastor. Wead just had a series of christian celebrity, ah, failures and scandals that were amongt some of the most famous people in the church. And so, you know, for congregates