The Importance of Having Fun

I've had like maybe two times that I've wanted to walk off stage mid show. There was a time where we were like very deep on tour towards the end of the tour and things have just gone really sour. And, you know, we're like actual like physical fist fights and stuff happening,. You know, backstage or the night before or whatever. But I feel like I owe it to myself and the people who have paid to come to the show to not do that. It goes back to the whole thing where it's like, this always starts as a hobby. It starts as fun. If you start losing that, it's just like, it sucks.