i just want to sit with the mundane stuff, your mundane and like earth in the sense of the word, my dam lie. I think there's something really admirable about the we went back, like believing in tat, that there might be a time for gay rites. My heart is open to the the light there,. The light at the end of the tunter ramdas also used to say, i want to believe things that would make other people's hair turn white. And, you know, i don't want a i'm just not, i'm not ready for that yet.