Abed, I Wish I'd Had the Ability to Have Conversation

i was raised very conservatively, so there are a lot of things where i was like, even if i'm ok with this, armed like, ne jerk, not right. I think that's i wish i'd had the ability to do that, because i would get so in my head about i have to do it this way or this way. But it was never but what i wanted to write always abut what the other persons wanted. And i wish i've at least had the conversation, even if the answer,. which so often it was for me, was, i don't know, right, but i'm not comfortable with it right now.