"I kind of forget that other people struggle with the same things er a lot at the time," he says. "It's not like you're doing something wrong and you need to do something right, it's actually that you're doingsomething right." He also talks about his desire to be better than everyone else - even though this isn't realistic. 'A butthter's at little part of my brain which is like, let's try and be the best at this'