How to Deal With Grief

I find it just truly admirable that you were able to sort of dance between feeling really happy for someone and then dealing with your own grief but not letting the grief overtake the joy bit. I think yeah like Tom used to always go on about certain aspects of my life  and be like I don't know how you process that kills, he said. You're good at living in the moment really living in the moments is that your personality type even before going through this tricky time? That's what we had as a relationship so there was no jealousy or any kind of issues over his being in such a public eye. Even if Tom was out talking to a girl I'd be like you crack