I really appreciate that because obviously I respect your work so much and I recognize like you're so creative I lean and beyond just like self development and healing and spirituality. We mean you both we have like a passion for video we have a passion for telling a story and doing it in a really impactful way. So I do think that is our gift and like just thank you so much because I like really respect you. Yeah, no of course. Okay so now that you're a life coach I kind of want to know how do you feel like you and your life evolved since changing paths. Well I think we touched on it a little bit previously just me realizing like as a childhood trauma survivor