i feel guilty about a lot of things. I'm trying not to do that any more. Have you ever asked? No, i just recognize from one person, one friend, has been like, wait, hold on. How are you doing?  I haven't seen you in six months. What's going on? M, that's only happened once. Yes, that's the impression i get. Um, they haven't said that to me, but that is, i don't know. Ok. So let's kind of talk through this, ah, in a couple of different ways. The first is that it does seem like you're a little bit prone to feeling guilty