josepensus says our our personality becomes our personal reality so your thoughts what would you have changed about how you think about yourself and then also your feelings. I was on lexa pro for 11 years okay and there was just a study that came out that showed that lexa pro not only keeps you from being depressed but it also keeps you from feeling anything all right So when I got off of it which was last year which was really really hard to do I started feeling things again and I started like it was weird dude. It wasn't that these situations were overly emotional it's just I hadn't felt any emotions in so long that it hit me really hard sure things were hitting me hard