So you're an anti-natalist, essentially. Does that mean surprise? Because I expressed this in the other episode. No, you didn't say specifically about, I didn't think you thought said that about your child, but maybe you did. But since you, at least have a side of you that's sympathetic to this argument, you may be curious as how you are going to live. Right. So this is why I feel like it is it like I don't feel as if the that I can be persuaded by the complete principle that it is unethical to have a child. That would be sad to me. Like you could, it's like the lottery, you could have